{"id":398,"date":"2021-11-02T10:35:22","date_gmt":"2021-11-02T16:35:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/?p=398"},"modified":"2021-11-02T10:35:22","modified_gmt":"2021-11-02T16:35:22","slug":"11221","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/?p=398","title":{"rendered":"~11~2~21~"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This blog was never intended to be the way it is. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"765\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Screenshot-300-765x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-399\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Screenshot-300-765x1024.png 765w, https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Screenshot-300-224x300.png 224w, https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Screenshot-300-768x1028.png 768w, https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Screenshot-300-676x904.png 676w, https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/11\/Screenshot-300.png 802w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 765px) 100vw, 765px\" \/><figcaption>Taken by me \ud83d\ude42<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>Last year when we started working on it, I wanted to do tips and tricks with some how-tos. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That&#8217;s not what this is. This is my safe space. My safe space is where I feel comfortable talking about whatever. Stories from the dustiest corners of my mind, the most ridiculous rhymes, and painful journal entries. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nobody remembers me from last year. My friends who did know me have forgotten that part of my life. I went &#8220;emo&#8221; last year for about 6-7 months. When people think of &#8220;emo&#8221; they think of sad. I wasn&#8217;t sad. I was gosh dang happy. I wish I could feel that happy again, but then I don&#8217;t. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have a new happy. It&#8217;s an equally feel-good happy. Just a different one, and that&#8217;s okay. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Everything is gonna be okay. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Xoxo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Syd &lt;3 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This blog was never intended to be the way it is.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-398","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","post-preview"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=398"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":401,"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/398\/revisions\/401"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=398"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=398"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mayhemsmadness.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=398"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}